Memorial Day and other thoughts

What the hell is the deal with construction at 6am? I mean seriously, people like to sleep you know, honestly I went to bed at 2am I don't need people cursing and banging heavy instruments outside my window. Sure, the roads do need serious work, I'm tired of tripping over broken concrete and practically breaking my ankle as I walk to the movies or stores, but please please please give us some time to get ourselves prepared, that's all I'm asking. I know it needs to be done but normally they publish it in the local paper, but not this time, nope.

Anyway, besides all that my ex called today. Basically he said he was drunk when he sent that message on Facebook, but I know it's a lie. I know he cheated on me; I caught him. Guy thinks he can have more cake than he deserves. I'm hurt, I thought we had something good you know? It was a great relationship, I don't know if I'll ever trust anything he ever says. I'm not even sure if we can be friends after this. What makes him think he can cheat on me, lie about it then do something like that? Note to all guys out there: Don't cheat then send a drunken message on facebook. If you want to break it off with us tell us to our faces. We won't smack you like we should. Sure we'll cry and probably scream and cuss at you but that's it. Promise *innocent smile*

On a happy note though my Aunt called me today; she's coming up for my birthday, totally awesome since the last tiem I saw her was like 5 years ago. I get to meet my two adorable nephews and my Uncle who I miss more than I can say. Family is greatly important to me.

Today is Memorial Day in the States. It makes me remember Travis. I miss him everyday but he died for our country and for that I'm thankful. Wow that sounded awful. I mean I didn't want him to die, not like that but hee knew what he was getting into and I know the only regret he had was not spending more time with me. I still have his last letter to me; full of promiice and something else. If he hadn't died I'd be engaged right now I know that now. I keep his memory close to my heart.

Thank you to all the veterans and those who are fighting now. If it wasn't for you guys we'd be worst off than we are now. Eve though I live in Canada I believe that everything is connected. Those Americian, and even Canadians fighting right now are doig it for us, to make a better world for everyone. Even though I hate wars I know not to hate them. I respect them all and salute every single person out there.

*saluts*